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 if someone could help put my mind at ease .. iv ordered sterile water sachets 5 ml will be useing 1 ml of it to vial the site doesnt sell bac water but they say that the sterile water is fine to use but iv read from other sources its not , has anyone used the sterile water from europatan an is ok???  
 
well iv ordered some bac water , so will have to wait til that comes , cos i dont feel wright injecting myself with a solution that says its not for injection also forgot to add , iv never had a tan in my life just burn An even then it takes me quite a wile to burn  just wore fake tan for 10years ex partners always used to complain about his orange stained sheets , i appologise for the picture cos its not my true colour im never not wearing fake tan so i dont have any pics without it but i have got one of when i was a kid u can see how pale an ginger i am im just like that underneath , i will take some new ones of me without fake tan where u will be able to see the faint freckles i have on arms an face so faint on my face u cant see them.
 
i know from reading storys that my freckles are gonna be more pronounced  im just hoping not to much or will have to stop would rather have clear skin an fake tan  than a shite load of freckles , anyway i will let lets see how this goes fingers crossed

Quote from lelamatelaa on 07/16/12 at 15:01:00:

Sterile water is fine, when it is specifically for injection purposes. However, there's also sterile water as eye wash, which some shady suppliers send out and which should not be used.

first day of injection! was a bit of anticipation as never injected myself before , but was fine , intentionally was supposed to do 0.5 ml but think it was about 0.6 an im ok! wuhooooo was dreading side affects but so far so good teeny weeny bit of blood but think that is cos i took the needle out to slow? dunno im fine anyway,
 
 My plan is to do 0.5 every day for a week then a sun bed never been on one of those either , 5-10 mins once a week see how that goes for 2weeks , iv taken some pics of my very pale self freckles an scars , wont be putting them on yet though will wait till i can see some colour an then show the comparison ...  
 
i bought 3 vials of  10mg melanotan II
100x needles
100x alcohol swabs
30ml bac water
 mixed 1 vial with 1ml of bac water  
 
so that should last me 20 shots , 30mg of melanotan might not be enough but there was no point in buying more than that if it doesnt work for me, would be a waste of money,  if it does i should be able to see results  by 20mg in an i will order more  
 
anyone know how long bac water lasts an does it need to be kept in the fridge , i put air in the bac water saw somthiing that u do that to release the pressure is that wright ?

took another 0.6 today an took my dog out for an hour felt fine no sickness but i do feel like crap with my usual summer cold an flu headaches i do get this all the time so i really wouldnt know if its down to the melanotan , not feeling sick gives me the impression its not ummm we'l see ill carry on as i have , so tempted to up the dose abit my impatience trying to take over

thanks   an ye your right i will stick to low dose im silly for thinking otherwise , why would i want to make myself ill lol,
 
Went on a sunbed today for the FIRST TIME EVER! was scary (what a soft ase) i was scared i was gonna open my eyes an be blinded lol dont think thats wright though  the woman at the solarium saying i dont need goggles hmmm ... anyway! i have a load of fecking freckles couple on my stomach never had before an on my hands an more on my arms i know this was to be expected though an prepared myself for it ,  
i just hope i do get a tan now so they wont be as noticeable , would be gutted if i didnt oh an im burnt from the sunbed also, wishful thinking i would go brown im a ginger after all haha saying that though didnt burn much considering i went on a 240watt whatever that is for 6mins my stomach is the only place thats burnt wonder if its because thats where i inject? , ill get some pics up soon of my lovely new freckles an hot sunburn lol chow for now

this is after 6mg an one 6 min sunbed

i know its not really brown! but its browner than iv ever been naturally , an i just know now well have good faith that im gonna get the colour i want after 3 vials   i want to put a pic up of how white i really am i did take some pics of me before i started the course but im a bit embarrassed to put them up cos i look ill , think ill wait till end results and show the comparison , should be a shocker !

YOU GOT THAT WRIGHT!!  

i didnt take a pic of my belly before melanotan but its just as pale as the rest of me except it isnt now after only 6mg an 1 sunbed 6mins im pretty shocked myself ! iv read alot of blogs on here an people dont start going on sunbed till they have done 14 mg , just goes to show u dont need to wait that long ,  
 
AN SERIOUSLY ! iv never tanned in my life! been on hol for 2 weeks in the hot sun everyday burnt an gone back white, im looking forward to going on hol now ..my friends think  im silly they dont understand though what its like being so self conscious on a beach looking like the walking dead when everyone around you is golden brown , not quite there yet but cant wait to get there eeek

thank you  
 
went on a sunbed today more freckles!! iv never had so many its really getting to me now , also hardly ate anything in the past few days i like my full figure dont wana be a skinny minnie ! ill finish my course cos iv paid for it now , but no more sunbeds hate freckles!